Over the last few weeks, I’ve completely lost my focus again. I’ve had far too many things on my plate, prioritizing sports, work and laziness. There’s simply not enough time to work on the things that actually need time to grow.
In addition to 40 hours of work, 10 hours of sport and the usual things like a girlfriend, eating and sleeping. I was on the verge of burnout at times. I had this feeling for the first time a few weeks ago. I had ambitions and the fear of not being able to fulfill my own expectations.
It was just too much. Several times I felt like I was going to collapse and pass out. Once while running. Once alone in my apartment. Too many thoughts were running around in my head. Why? I have no idea. I had actually made it my mission to love the process. Without any pressure. The process will bring success, I often told myself. That wasn’t the case. I wandered from one priority to another without really tackling anything.
First I wanted to develop a card game to help people find their goals in life. Then it was Twitter Brand about the love of process. Then a social media channel that covers all my interests. Then it was going to be my own blog. Then I wanted to create short-form videos. Then a brand about ambition. Then I wanted to train runners. Lastly, I thought about the name for a running brand. All of this has been happening since the beginning of 2023.
How should I continue now? How do I prioritize what makes the most sense for me?
I have a desire for independence, self-determination and work that fulfills me and that I want to do every day from now on. It’s the desire to have my own company. I dream of owning a company to which I can contribute all my perspectives and earn money with them.
To be continued…
This was my last work on creating an Instagram design for a running brand:
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